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Post by §ecret Ådmiration on Jan 21, 2006 21:25:06 GMT -5
He raised an eyebrow, watching her curiously as she guzzled down the cup in a hurry. "No.. I just thought I'd get it for you. Is that a problem?" he asked, offering to take her cup to get her a refill.
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Post by Alternative_female on Jan 21, 2006 21:36:14 GMT -5
no. Thanks. she forced a smile and asked is it ok, If I take a drive? She asked him as if she belonged to him, although she didn't mean too.
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Post by §ecret Ådmiration on Jan 21, 2006 21:51:12 GMT -5
He just stared at her, hurt.. "No.. You don't.. Go." was all he said, his loving tone gone. His baby blues were cloudy, instantly saddened at her words.
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Post by Alternative_female on Jan 21, 2006 21:56:11 GMT -5
Tears rolled down her face once more. You keep confusing me, I wanna be with you, I don't, when something is wrong, all you wanna do is leave, and i can tell your hurt when i wanna leave, which is how i felt when you left. Sometimes it sounds like you are annoyed by me when you say you love me. You act all fine then your hurt. I can never please you because once your happy your sad, which makes me feel bad, because i hate to see you hurt and I just don't know how to handle all of this because i love you so much. she lowered her head into her hands and cried.
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Post by §ecret Ådmiration on Jan 21, 2006 22:02:56 GMT -5
"I'm sorry... But, Rory.. You want me to be happy, but no, i'm not gonna be happy if you're faking happiness just so I can be happy. All I know to say is that it's best that I leave if I get upset.. I don't want to, hun, it's just that sometimes I have to think things through..." he said in a quiet voice, slowly raising a hand to place on the side of her head as she cried.
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Post by Alternative_female on Jan 21, 2006 22:08:46 GMT -5
Ya you can go think things through but i can't? Oh, I just, i dunno. I want you but i can't have you go to crazy. she thought she sounded lame under her sobbs and waited for him to reply.
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Post by §ecret Ådmiration on Jan 21, 2006 22:12:06 GMT -5
He shook his head, "Hunny, that's not what I was sayin. And I left you here, partly because I thought you might need some time to cool down too..." he said. I guess I was wrong... he thought to himself, but turned his attention back to her. "I have a temper problem sometimes, and I don't want to hurt you," He didn't mean physically, just emotionally.. Mentally, like he had already. "But I guess that doesn't matter anymore."
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Post by Alternative_female on Jan 21, 2006 22:31:35 GMT -5
what? Of course it matters, right now i just wanna ... she hugged him closely and pulled him down so they were both laying. sHe kissed him gently and wrapped her arms around him.
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Post by §ecret Ådmiration on Jan 21, 2006 22:35:27 GMT -5
He let her pull him down, laying beside her. As she wrapped her arms around him, he sighed gently, doing the same. It felt good to be in her arms, even during hard times.. "You wanna what, baby?"
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Post by Alternative_female on Jan 21, 2006 22:40:05 GMT -5
be close to you. she said, with a smile.
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Post by §ecret Ådmiration on Jan 21, 2006 22:43:37 GMT -5
Trevor smiled at her instantly, his eyes catching a glance of her smile. He hoped it wasn't fake, and leaned toward her, kissing her lips gently.
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Post by Alternative_female on Jan 21, 2006 22:55:22 GMT -5
I promise, I'll be fully real. she placed his hand on her rear and kissed him gently again.
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Post by §ecret Ådmiration on Jan 21, 2006 23:01:27 GMT -5
He returned the kiss again, a little taken back by her action of moving his hand to her rear. Slowly though, he moved it, sliding it up her back.
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Post by Alternative_female on Jan 21, 2006 23:05:47 GMT -5
She smiled at his action. nd kissed his lips.Rubbing his chest eer so softly.
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Post by §ecret Ådmiration on Jan 21, 2006 23:12:19 GMT -5
Slowly, he broke the kiss, pulling back from her a little. "I love you," he said quietly.
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Post by Alternative_female on Jan 21, 2006 23:16:14 GMT -5
I love you too... She layed there, not knowing what else to do.
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Post by §ecret Ådmiration on Jan 21, 2006 23:45:00 GMT -5
He kissed her gently again, then sighed a few moments later. "I'm sorry I missed your dinner. It looks like it would have been wonderful."
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Post by Alternative_female on Jan 21, 2006 23:46:49 GMT -5
oh that.. she lowered her head.
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Post by §ecret Ådmiration on Jan 21, 2006 23:57:26 GMT -5
He shook his head, "No, don't be that way. I love you, baby."
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Post by Alternative_female on Jan 22, 2006 0:07:31 GMT -5
Ya, it was supposed to be a special way to say i was sorry but you never made it home. she scooted im closer to him.
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